Contact About is this life Ive found that love is not about being with someone or being in ohoi relationship, love is about appreciating someone for who they are. I recently was in an affair with someone who wasnt happy with the relationship she was in and i found i had love for the girl.
Well long story short she decided that she is going to try and work things out with him. I dont really have a problem with this but what hurts me is all The times i said no i dont want to sleep with you and all the times i told her break up with the dude if your not happy ment nothing.
I knew that the best thing she could do for her self was go out and experience life on her own for awhile, i wasnt looking to strap her down. How many times can you hear i wish you were him, i wish i would have met you six years ago, you give me everything i need. One lapse in judgment resulted in me going against everything ive ever believed in, and her getting what she wanted.
Its hard because i have to look at this girl everyday, she has told me i used my experience with you to try and make my stronger with him. I have to say to myself yes i love oiho, but i love myself more. Yes shes broken, but im stronger for it.
It really makes me wonder if there are people out there who are truly capible of love, and if so when will we find eachother.